i realize what is mean by silence is a silent killer...

cant u juz imagine.. a chatterbox lost her voices...
yup... its me...
i dunno who want to hear me story telling..
wo will be able to be with me rite here...
this is da greatest challenge that Allah give to me...
all alone out of no where...

dont know y dis feeling keep haunting me..
i know i can face it at the beginning... i try to do all the things to make sure i wont feel that i`m alone...
but suddenly it coming again...
n now i cant handle it anymore..

yup...
i know.. there are so many ways not to get bored so easily...
but i tried all da things..
when i call all my friends i`ll cry... when i text them i`ll cry..
tears of loneliness...

n thats true....
"biarlah kdg kala kesunyian itu dtg utk kita menghargai betapa bernilainya seorang teman..."
missing all my friends...
i`m not ekien anymore...
the one who keeps smiling n keep laughing..
the one who keeps joking n keep teasing all her friends..
the one who shoo away the tears that want to come near her...
n now... the tears becoming my greatest friends..
hate this feeling...
i want to be me.....
this is not me.....