Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..............

hehe..
suprise x...
actually saje nak share my artwork jew....
urm..
feel free to comment..
jgn bicara ttg angle dye ea.. memg totally out..






da second one...



ni je yg leh boh kat sini... yg lain feel free g intai kat
http://www.flickr.com/photos/cucuatoks

Peace!!

~away....

huhuhu... raye aji da pun lepas..
nak dijadikan cerite..
Mr White ku dilanggar org...
chett....
sedey... kemek2 da bumper belakang kete tu..
tensioooonnnnnn..............
da la gaji x masuk agy...
ujian...... huhuhu
kesian da tgk muke senirik..
bercakap pun malas...
nak gelak pun malas...
asal tgk kete je sedey..
rabu ni nak kene lik johor lagi settlekan kete ni lak..
huhuhu...
sabar....

tu satu bab yg agak sedey la sepanjang percutian kali nie..
well2....
thats not all..
sepanjang cuti nie me wif my kuzin spending our tyme outing jew..
hehehe

nak tgk hasil kraftangan..
gi intai kat.. http://www.flickr.com/photos/cucuatoks
hehehe

yup...
i`m really interested in photography...
tapi bile tgk keliling sume lelaki jer yg monopoly dis part...
menyampah.... hehehe (jgn mare haaa)
tapi betul la...
pas je one of my best friend kenalkan me dgn sorang akak yg addicted too gadget so i become motivated by her..
mase tu barulah terbukak minda nie..
yg keje "menembak" pic ni x terhad pada male jer....

so... feel free to comment my artwork...
peace..

i realize what is mean by silence is a silent killer...

cant u juz imagine.. a chatterbox lost her voices...
yup... its me...
i dunno who want to hear me story telling..
wo will be able to be with me rite here...
this is da greatest challenge that Allah give to me...
all alone out of no where...

dont know y dis feeling keep haunting me..
i know i can face it at the beginning... i try to do all the things to make sure i wont feel that i`m alone...
but suddenly it coming again...
n now i cant handle it anymore..

yup...
i know.. there are so many ways not to get bored so easily...
but i tried all da things..
when i call all my friends i`ll cry... when i text them i`ll cry..
tears of loneliness...

n thats true....
"biarlah kdg kala kesunyian itu dtg utk kita menghargai betapa bernilainya seorang teman..."
missing all my friends...
i`m not ekien anymore...
the one who keeps smiling n keep laughing..
the one who keeps joking n keep teasing all her friends..
the one who shoo away the tears that want to come near her...
n now... the tears becoming my greatest friends..
hate this feeling...
i want to be me.....
this is not me.....

DeEp inSide Me... i`m Crying.....

already 1 month i`m here.. in rawang...
some tyme i feel like i love being here.. but dunno y. late ly i feel i hate being here...
tiap hari i feel like crying... yup thats tru.. lonely killing me from inside....
to be honest i`m missing everyone around me...
i`m all alone here...
huhuhu...
x pernha terpikir akan kuar dari johor..
but rezeki kan...who knows...
n here i damnly bored..
i have nobody here...
no even a single of my friend live here...
so quit tough nak sesuaikan diri gak...

actually lau org lain maybe x bosan sgt coz leh jalan2 KL..
for me aku ni penakut sebenarnye...
cant do it alone...
huhuhu...

x sabar nak tggu pas raye haji..
nak amik henry n james..
hope bila ade both of kitties tu aku x la rase alone sgt...
cepat la mase berlalu...
tik... tok... tik... tok....

This is The Way I Am....

W0ndering...
some people doesnt like the way i`m doing..
ye la.. sharing what i feel through..
they said..."tu pun nak citer kat blog.. saje nak attract org.."
urm....

ok la.. if u dont like it.. then y not u just navigate and go away..
this is me.. i love sharing wat i feel.. wat i`m d0ing... wat i really wish for..
then wats da problem wif it???

didnt u know..
by sharing ur feeling.. it`s help u to remain healthy...
yup... x ad la nak simpan2.. nak pendam2...
when u always keeping sumthing from other pe0ple..
thats mean u will ~pendam~ it inside ur heart.. and it will be much2 hurt than before..
so i dont want it to happen... i`ll take another way to show it beside merengek2 to somebody else..

yup..
writing is the best way for me..
so if u dont like it then... just go away.. dis is my blog.. and i`m free to write anything i like..

ok2... stop cerita bout da things..
huhuhu.
ade cerita sedey tadi...

taen merajuk... i`m searching for him all around da scho0l compound... tapi x jumper...
mane ntah dye pegi... kak aida cakap pgi2 je taen meow2 mintak mam.. then tewus ilang...
huish... mane ntah dak taen ni pegi...

yg tu bukan sedey sgt pown..
yg ni sebenarnye...
mase aku lik dari skolah tadi.. aku pun g la singgah tempat aku nak basuh kete...
almaklumlah kete da macam masuk sawah... hehehe
tetibe sesuatu menarik perhatian..
memula aku ingat ape la kucing2 tu wat perhimpunan petang kat tepi jalan.
ade la dalam 5 hekor...

then siap2 je aku basuh kete
aku pun g la dekat situ...
dengan lakonan hebat nak beli goreng pisang kat warung berhampiran perhimpunan haram tu aku ternampak seekor meoow sniffing at one lying cat in front him..
upenye meow oyen tu mati.. sob sob sob
(air mate aku da bergenang da mase nie... maklumlah.. sesitip...)
then aku g dekat kit... pakcik tu pun tanpe aku bertanye terus je cerita...

kucing tu mati kene langgar cikgu...(uiks.. camane pakcik ni tau aku cikgu...ermm.. uiks... terlupe name tag lum bukak... heheh)
tadi ade motor langgar.... pakcik yg alihkan ke seberang sini jalan...
huhuhu (baiknye ati pakcik nie..)
aku terfikir... still ade lagi org yg baik hati n berperikemanusiaan..
even dye x tolong tanam.. at least dye amin inisiatif utk x menyeksa jenazah kucing tersebut....

tapi yg aku sedey bile tgk other cats sniffing at the oyen cat...
maybe dye ingat kawan dye tu still alive...
sedey... cepat2 aku balik... lau umah aku ni cam kat kg... da lame aku amik n tolong tanam... huhuhu

Hate Dis Feeling...

I hate dis feeling….
Huhuhu
Dunno y suddenly I feel like crying…
Xtau nape…
Da almost 1 hour da aku x leh stop crying…
I dunno wat I feel rite now..
One thing dat i`m pretty sure that`s I feel alone…
Huhuhu
I need Henry.. I need my kitty…
Yup…
Ada org cakap x takut ke sewa umah sesorang.. pada aku nothing to scare bcoz I got plenty of kind neighbor..
But…
Bile org tanye x sunyi ke dok sesowang..
Huhuhu dats feelin la yg aku ase skarang…
Maybe coz I was born to be a chatterbox…
I need sumone who I can talk with,… share with…
I love sharing wat i`m doin the whole day..
Sharing how I use 24 hours yg Allah berikan..
I don’t mind talking n chit chat the whole nite sharing those things..…
Huhuhu
I hate dat feeling…
Coz aku ase dat thing la yg menyusahkan org n wat org bored dgn aku..
Yup.. x semua org leh dengar kisah dongeng kite everyday..
X semua org leh manage to hear all da things dat we do the whole day…
Huhuhuhu
Maybe I have to learn to be a quiet pers0n after dis nite..
Learn to slow down my chatterbox although I thing that is the best of me..
Tiap kali pas S0lat.. I pray that if Allah meet me with my soulmate..
I do wish he can accept me for the way I am..
Accept my Henry..
Accept all my ~kekurangan~ n menerima kelebihan yg ada pd aku sebagai 1 strenght utk dye…
Huhuhu
I dunno why dis feeling suddenly dtg mlm nie…
For almost 1 month i`m here..
I never feel alone..
Aku x pernah ase yg aku tggal sesorang….
Huhuhu
I hate dis feeling….
Ya Allah..
Please give me s0me strength..
Bantulah hambamu ini untuk menghadapi hari-hari mendatang dengan penuh kecekalan….

18/11/20o9...

Another day waitin for Henry..
kene tukar name nie... si Henry tu upe2 nye betine... hehehe

hari ni aku mengerjakan si taen kat sekolah....
o0o0o0 mentang2 1 sekolah ade jamuan kelas.... dye lak cam para juri masuk dari satu kelas ke satu kelas...
sabo je lah...

lupe nak introduce kat u all...
taen ni sebenarnye meoww kesayangan kak aida (one of our staff at sch0ol)
hari2 kak aida bagi dye ni mam..
tyme nak mam je berterabur dye ikut K Aida...
tapi...
tyme nak bwk dye g klinik...
riuh satu blok A tu dibuat dek taen nie...

ni ha taen dak nakal...
ni pic taen ni kat kete pengetua..
yg best nye dgn si taen nie..
selain daripada meoww penjaga sekolah..
taen juga merangkap penyambut tetamu sek0lah...

taen2....

Macam2 hal taen nie...
tadi aku join Venture ngAn Taen Usik K Farah..
kakak ku yg satu nie allergic ngan kucing,..
lau nak dengAr pomPuan Menjerit Dgn Nyaring..
letaK la Taen SebeLah Dye..
mAka taDi akU pun MenGajak Taen sAme2 dlM OperaSi ini..
MemUle aku letak Taen dekat SebeLAh...
x Pasan..(Sebuk berGosip kt Bilik Guru..mane nak perasan)
xpe2...
aku pun letakkaN Paw Taen kAt tGan DYe..
Masha Allah...
x PerAsaN Gak...
GerAm Aku...
Aku Da piCit2 Taen Bagi BerBunyi..
Taen wAt Selamber Jew.(KekenYAngan mam SPageti la Tu)
last2... Aku bunyikAn senirik...
ha Baru kak FaRah Perasan..
hahahaha
Maka SelepAS itu..
Aku Terus DiPelanGkung Oleh Kak Farah...
hehehe

Ntah Pape Ntah ekien nie...

My Henry.......

Henry..
hehehe.... sweet kan... Actually dis is my 1st cat dat aku really berusaha utk dptkan dye...
b4 dis just strays je yg au suke kekutipan kat sesuke ati aku...
bank ke.... tepi jalan ke... kedai mkn ke...
hehehe

bagi kit pic Henry nie...
(ni pun amik dari petfinders.. dats y kecik kit picnye)
then.... chumel kan...
1st tyme nenok dak bulus nie tewus je syg....
so aku pun mengusha bro azraf utk bg pemission aku adopt anak bulus sekors nie...
ALhamdulillah...
berjaYe upenye aku dalam usaha mendapatkan satu punca kasih syg aku..
hehehe

ha...
nak tau excited nye aku menyambut anak bulus pertame ku ini...
nengok ar stuff yg aku da siapkn tuk anak bulus ni ha...
tempat si Henry ni mentakedarah... dalam ertikata sopan.. tdow.....

next....

Da Story Bout ME.. da Cats LurVer

Its Me...

Ekien Ashikin aka MeLurvECats..aka MuMMy Cats EkIen
dis is not my firSt Blog..
But i`m DoIng Dis After reaLize dat i NeEd sOme spAce fOr MySelF To ShAre Bout Me N My World..

HerE n Now..
i`m JusT a Gurl Dats UsuAlly attraCted by dis kind Of God Creature.. CATS..
huhuhu...
xleh tahan nengok MakhLuk ALLAH yg SaTu nie..
Gewammm Je....
Huish..
So foR My Henry...
Mummy Dedicate Kan dis Blog utk My lil Kitty.. Henry the ExPlorer...

Da FutuRe...
ReaLLy hoPe dat My Henry wiLL Be wiTh me ForeVer..
n FoR my FuTuRe HuBby..
ReMindEr for U!!
U HavE to LoVe all My Kids... inclUding my FurrrrKids..
hehehehe...

SwEeT Lil KiTtiEs

The Kitten And The Falling Leaves

That way look, my infant, lo! What a pretty baby-show! See the kitten on the wall, sporting with the leaves that fall. Withered leaves - one - two and three from the lofty elder tree. Though the calm and frosty air, of this morning bright and fair. Eddying round and round they sink, softly, slowly; one might think. From the motions that are made, every little leaf conveyed Sylph or Faery hither tending, to this lower world descending. Each invisible and mute, in his wavering parachute. But the Kitten, how she starts, crouches, stretches, paws, and darts! First at one, and then its fellow, just as light and just as yellow. There are many now - now one, now they stop and there are none: What intenseness of desire, in her upward eye of fire! With a tiger-leap half-way, now she meets the coming prey. lets it go as fast, and then; Has it in her power again. Now she works with three or four, like an Indian conjuror; quick as he in feats of art, far beyond in joy of heart. Where her antics played in the eye, of a thousand standers-by, clapping hands with shout and stare, what would little Tabby care! For the plaudits of the crowd? Over happy to be proud, over wealthy in the treasure of her exceeding pleasure! ...William Wordsworth

Me LurvE Cats..

THE PRAYER OF THE CAT

Oh my master, do not take me for a slave, for I have in me a taste for liberty:
Do not seek to divine my secrets, for I have in me a taste for mystery;
Do not constrain me with caresses, for I have in me a taste for modesty,
Do not humiliate me, for I have in me a taste for pride,
Do not abandon me, for I have in me a taste for fidelity,
Love me and I will love thee, for I have in me a taste for friendship.